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<blockquote data-quote="pruman91" data-source="post: 1642469" data-attributes="member: 3916"><p>[ATTACH=full]10614[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p>Good morning friends..............................................The Kofi news took me back to this time in my life , when I was a lost vessel, with nothing to live for........The dark days of barely hearing the noise of the crowd through the voices in my head....I didn't care if I saw another sunrise, breathed another breath , nothing mattered except grabbing that cold steel and putting it to my head and SLOWLY pulling the trigger, savoring each millimeter of stress from the trigger to relive parts of my life and wonder how it got to this.....The Old Age diatribe flowed ...<strong><em>.""YOU CAN'T TEACH AN OLD DOG NEW TRICKS......""</em></strong></p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]10615[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p>In my mind I became a frozen lump of carbon on the rollercoaster of life, with the accumulation of the loss in the tourney, combined with the exodus of the three AC's and now the news on Kofi, I took the " old me " way out......And I'm not proud of it, but I did it and I have learned you have to " own it ", when it comes to replaying things in a way that is detrimental to a full recovery... The AC3 continuing saga is enough , in itself....</p><p></p><p> [ATTACH=full]10616[/ATTACH]...................[ATTACH=full]10617[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p>So, you can see I took the young <strong><em>" me "</em></strong> way out....Not cool at all.....I'm better than that.........</p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]10618[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p>As I came out of my alcohol and pill induced slumber it happened......The voice of an angel......An awe inspiring clarion of love voice filling my ears, searing at warp speed throughout my body before entering my brain and washing all my feelings of sin away in a heartbeat....I opened my eyes fully and there she was.........</p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]10619[/ATTACH]</p><p></p><p>" Hi pru...my soulmate......I missed you......I love you baby ".............................................................................</p><p></p><p>[ATTACH=full]10620[/ATTACH]</p><p>I'm still feeling the effects from yesterday, but that's good......Serves me right for being so wrong.......</p><p>The point I am trying to make to all my Old-Age bros & sis' is to remember somebody loves you when you don't love yourself and guilt is not a healthy way to look for answers in this conflicted time frame called "" LIFE ""</p></blockquote><p></p>
[QUOTE="pruman91, post: 1642469, member: 3916"] [ATTACH type="full" alt="anigif_sub-buzz-25139-1501772044-11.gif"]10614[/ATTACH] Good morning friends..............................................The Kofi news took me back to this time in my life , when I was a lost vessel, with nothing to live for........The dark days of barely hearing the noise of the crowd through the voices in my head....I didn't care if I saw another sunrise, breathed another breath , nothing mattered except grabbing that cold steel and putting it to my head and SLOWLY pulling the trigger, savoring each millimeter of stress from the trigger to relive parts of my life and wonder how it got to this.....The Old Age diatribe flowed ...[B][I].""YOU CAN'T TEACH AN OLD DOG NEW TRICKS......""[/I][/B] [ATTACH type="full" alt="0c7d43b0b5ef0d7653b42056213fd8eb.gif"]10615[/ATTACH] In my mind I became a frozen lump of carbon on the rollercoaster of life, with the accumulation of the loss in the tourney, combined with the exodus of the three AC's and now the news on Kofi, I took the " old me " way out......And I'm not proud of it, but I did it and I have learned you have to " own it ", when it comes to replaying things in a way that is detrimental to a full recovery... The AC3 continuing saga is enough , in itself.... [ATTACH type="full" alt="1625228090853.png"]10616[/ATTACH]...................[ATTACH type="full" alt="300px-Boilermaker.jpg"]10617[/ATTACH] So, you can see I took the young [B][I]" me "[/I][/B] way out....Not cool at all.....I'm better than that......... [ATTACH type="full" alt="VacantAnnualIncatern-size_restricted (1).gif"]10618[/ATTACH] As I came out of my alcohol and pill induced slumber it happened......The voice of an angel......An awe inspiring clarion of love voice filling my ears, searing at warp speed throughout my body before entering my brain and washing all my feelings of sin away in a heartbeat....I opened my eyes fully and there she was......... [ATTACH type="full" alt="cm17.gif"]10619[/ATTACH] " Hi pru...my soulmate......I missed you......I love you baby "............................................................................. [ATTACH type="full" alt="OIP (13).jpg"]10620[/ATTACH] I'm still feeling the effects from yesterday, but that's good......Serves me right for being so wrong....... The point I am trying to make to all my Old-Age bros & sis' is to remember somebody loves you when you don't love yourself and guilt is not a healthy way to look for answers in this conflicted time frame called "" LIFE "" [/QUOTE]
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