You ever wake up the morning after a really bad day and, for the first 10 seconds or so after opening your eyes, completely forget about all the bad stuff that happened the previous day and feel pretty good...then your memory of said previous day suddenly kicks in and you go from feeling pretty good to, "Aw crap, that happened" and an immediate wave of depression rushes over you? Yep, that was me this morning. I guess that's Illini fandom in a nutshell though huh?