come back from the ledgeI was at that NW game sitting by, I think, the goofiest guy ever. He had all Notre Dame gear on, and it was just me and him sitting in the freezing rain with basically nobody around. It was gross out there and there was no hope for a passing game. He started by saying he cheers for Notre Dame since NW never gives them anything. Ended the day muttering to himself “I think we’ve finally got a quarterback.” Like, in disbelief that Andrew Marty was gonna save NW lol
But yes, this game terrifies me too. Pre-season I picked this as a letdown game that feels about as heartbreakingly Illinois as possible. We’re looking forward to Michigan and we think this’ll be a win. Ryan Walters just wipes the floor with us and is *just as smug as he can be*, pumping his fists at interceptions and sacks, acting like he’s the reason we were ever any good. And we just have to … live with it. We doubt for a full seven days if we actually mean anything.
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Then we beat Michigan, and we end 8-4, and it feels good.
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But tomorrow hurts. I’ve seen this too much. I know how Memorial Stadium gets at the slightest whiff of the carriage inevitably turning back into the pumpkin. Illinois thinks they’re good right now. We all think this is trending in the right direction. BUT. This is the kind of nervous energy that turns into a full-on breakdown immediately if we let them get up/bust a few big plays early.
I am nervous. I want a win badly, and I do expect one, but it tells a lot that finding out Hudson Card isn’t playing scared me for the unknown. “What if this redshirt freshman Mertz’s us” is what I thought too. I’m nervous as heck.
I think we cover tomorrow