Old-age Anon....(OA)

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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good evening my friends.............................................Hope all is well with you and your's.......................It's been 37 days since my last post and a lot has happened that has derailed my path in life towards a happy medium ...........................Thank you to all here that read my nonsensical thoughts ....i mean that ..............i really really do..............

Good news is my mom and dad are doing well and Wednesday is my mom's birthday .......she will be 92 years young...........I will be getting her a dozen roses as that is her favorite flower.............Dad sounds better than in a long time and he has been greeting me on the phone with a robust and healthy 93 yrs old voice.......................................

The bad news is I had a close trusted friend pass away.......A black lady I met in the course of my terrible relationship with the crazy woman of a few years passed ...............My friend was a cousin to that woman and I knew her for over 7 years .....She became one of my closest friends ever , but more than that , she was a close and TRUSTED friend............No sexual tones at all in our friendship , just 2 friends talking 3-4 weekly , laughing and gossiping and enjoying our close relationship ...................She was found unresponsive a couple months ago and had to spend at least 3 weeks in the ICU here .....had to have a tracheotomy as her voice box had become damaged while she was unconscious.....................She then was transferred to a nursing home and was there for approximately 3-4 weeks before she passed on June 28......We had still spoken to each other a couple to 3 times a week and my last conversation with her was June 25th......In that convo she told me 3 times in the course of the 15 minute talk that she was gonna beat her illness and make it all the way back.............I had no reason to doubt her and i encouraged her at every chance I had ............Unfortunately , she succumbed to her illness and I miss her every day .....she was only 59 years old .......I still remember her telling me i was the brother she never had , and I told her she was the sister I never had.....
I will miss her every day for the rest of my life ......I had very few TRUSTED friends , you know , a friend that you love and feel close enough to talk about anything and open your soul to......She was there for me when I fell down the rabbit hole as other so-called friends turned their back on me..........
I hurt and will always remember her telling me what I needed to hear instead of telling me what I thought I needed to hear..........

My bestest bud has had some setbacks and has been to the ER 3 times in the last 2 weeks.............Low blood pressure and lightheadedness that caused some puking and then a lack of appetite........I talk to him every couple of days and he has not sounded good at all.....he is on my mind daily and i hope he can come back to a more stable condition .....we shall see.................

My own medical dilemma with the arthritis got to a point to where NOTHING helped control the pain and my pain level was at least a 7-8 as my left arm from the shoulder down to my fingernails hurt non stop............I finally decided to get a new doctor and after 20 + calls to offices to hear doctor not taking new patients to me not having a commercial ins. coverage as some would not take medicare unless you had a supplement ins coverage also.....

Finally I found a office that was taking new patients and after some preliminary research I called and luckily got an appointment the very next day.....Friday 07/15/22 at 8 am.........I could hardly get dressed without NL # 3 helping me but i arrived for my appt and only waiting 5 minutes I was ushered into an exam room and after the nurse taking my vitals ( BP was 134/81......yea ) the doctor came in .....A female doctor and she was very understanding and she stayed with me for over an HOUR...............Yes , an hour.........I feel very comfortable with her and she did a full body examination.....She gave me 5 prescriptions and the pain meds ( 2 different kinds ) worked wonders as after I got home @ 11 am and had a light lunch I took 3 of the scripts and within 2 hours the pain in my left arm had decreased by 90 %...................I haven't been sleeping well and the night time script was taken @ 10 pm and I turned the lights and TV off @ 11 pm ........I woke up at 6:30 am the next day with 7 1/2 hours of uninterrupted sleep , no pee parade at all......I felt groggy Saturday morning but refreshed .....Saturday was a continuation of feeling better and today I spent the day watching the British Open and feeling better than I have in a long time .....I see my new doctor on 07/29/22 at 8 am .........The one thing that she is worried about is upon her exam she noticed a swelling on my left clavicle and said she thought it was a swollen lymph node......She is wanting an ultrasound test and said they would call me this coming week to schedule it........


Life is a wonderous thing and more wonderful when you feel capable of getting out and enjoying it..........

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To my lady friend who passed I am yelling your name in hopes of a connection with her wherever she is .......One can hope ..........I really really am.....

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Nothing stays as it is......................life changes for the better or worse of all involved.........Hard to handle , but we must go on and try to enjoy the flowers and smell the essence of what this world can give us...........................

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Please enjoy your life .........Please please please........................................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good morning all........................................Another day in the life of your favorite drug induced hippie trying to maintain some semblance of normalcy in an otherwise state of insanity called life...............yep , you guessed it , here goes pru on a " meds " fueled voice of nonsense and mediocrity based rant about the medical profession..........

hey , I know there are some good to great professionals who do their best to bring joy into the hearts of the afflicted , but the network that tries to administer said network doesn't know what one hand is doing compared to the other hand........my metaphors might not bring a definition to your mind and I hate to offer you to try to get into my mind on this subject ( dangerous to your health ) , but yesterday reminded me why I have such disdain for the field that is related to the front line workers doing such great work ........

I got 3 calls yesterday from the same department that schedules appts and lab work for the group my new great doctor belongs to .....The first call from scheduling had to do with the ultrasound my doctor ordered related to my as yet not defined swollen area on my left upper chest area.....but my doctor really thinks it's a swollen lymph node.............................The caller then told me they couldn't order the ultrasound based on the wording of the work order.....OK , whats next , I said ?............................She said she would transfer me to the doctor's office for clarity.....( my word , not her's ).......OK , so she transfer's me and it rings one time then I get a dial tone.........sh!t..............................................

Later on yesterday i received 2 more calls from the same dept with the same message ......I tried to maintain my cool , but by then my pain had cum back and i was very frustrated and asked the third caller why were they still calling after the first call today .....she said it was on auto dial ............lol

I am still waiting on a call with an appt for the ultrasound and wonder what today will bring .........I also noted to each caller about needing a refill on my pain meds .......12 pills of tramadol 50 mgs is all I got initially , 3 day supply I was told............This my 6th day since I saw the doctor and I have 2 tramadols left ........So , i have doubled the time normally used for this med , but it looks like a refill is doubtful.........I had great days last Friday , Saturday and Sunday.... trying to stretch out the pain pills as long as possible..........

I really like my new female doctor ..........................I really really do .................It's all the clutter and hoops of the rest of the medical profession I hate .........i really
really do............

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Anybody got any 50 mg tramadol pills for me ????????????????????????......................................( just kidding .......................maybe ............, maybe not )

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Life is like a box of chocolates............Some days have nuts , some days are creamy smooth and some days your choc box is empty ........................

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NL # 3 is my box of chocolates .......creamy smooth outside , tasty with a juicy and aromatic center..........Time for another chocolate,,,,,,,,,,,,
NL # 3 , where art thou , my dear ............papi is HUNGRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......................I really really really am ...................................

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OH PAPI , I'M CUMMINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...................I REALLY REALLY AM ......................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good afternoon to all my bro's and sis' here....................I had planned on posting sooner but the last 3 weeks have been overwhelming to say the least........things have been happening with me and my mom that has taken a lot of my time and mental capacity to deal with.............

Where to start ??.............well , i guess I will start with me.................As I posted last time , i love my new female doctor..........I got the snafu cleared up about my ultrasound appt and went and had it done on July 25th...........the head radiologist came in to discuss the preliminary results of the test and concluded only that it was not a swollen lymph node .....She raised the possibility of it being a lympata (sp ? ) tumor .................yikes...................But she also said it doesn't look or feel like a clear definition of that and she wanted to explore it further and said she would send over to my doctor the film and her recommendations....

I had my second appt with my new doctor on July 29th and she recommended an appt with a general SURGEON........

I finally got my refill for the Tramadol and it was a 90 tab amount (bless my doctors heart ) so with the Tramadol and the other 3 scripts taking away 75 % of my left arm and wrist and fingers pain , all I had now was to find out what this swollen area was....... The general sugery dept.called that same day of 7/29/22 and I scheduled an appt with the general SURGEON for August 2nd..............I met with another female doctor ( surgeon) and she examined me and told me there were 3 possible next steps to take.....

1. do an MRI , as the MRI would show soft tissue better but it wasn't a definite solution and costly also , as I only have medicare part A....damned divorce didn't allow my budget to pay for part b eight years ago when I retired ...........................here in Paducah most medical facilities knock 33 % off for self-pay......
I will talk about that discount later as i worked in insurance and financial services for many years as a manager and know the inflated costs of the medical profession.....


2. do a soft nip biopsy but that wouldn't be a full and accurate way to determine what it is .......OK doc , what is # 3 ?

3. go in and remove the whole swollen tissue and send it for a biopsy......the swollen area is about 2-3 inches long .....i agreed that was the best solution for me and an appt for August 19th was scheduled .....I go in tomorrow 8/9/22 for a pre-op appt where they will do an EKG and other functions needed for the outpatient surgery.....

Well , boys and girls , I am like everyone else about to go under the knife and am concerned what we will find out ....I'm 90 % sure it will be ok , but that 10 % left is really a !!!!! to deal with ....Even with my sleep aid script I have been having some sleepless nights like last night.........OK . enough about my dilemma......I will get through it ok ( positive thinking ) and if it's worse than expected I will deal with that head on as usual .....

my mom has been having headaches and dizziness for about 2 weeks then she was taken to the ER and admitted to her local hospital ( if you want to call it that ).......we finally got her transferred to a much better hospital and she is in the ICU there ......they have gotten her BP down from 208/111 to 134/72......


thats the first step , now we need to find out what is causing the problems.....i talked to her yesterday and she sounded 100 % better than the day before .....she is 92 and usually in good health , but she is hurting for sure .....I can tell in her voice that she is in a lot of pain but they gave her some stronjg pain meds and she is finally resting comfortably.....I am calling her later on today as she was scheduled early this morning for a CT scan w/ contrast (dye injected into her body ) as they scan........day by day pru............day by day...................thats what I am going on right now............

Dad is getting excited about the Cardinals and at 93 he is almost at full capacity again of his thoughts .....maybe it's the Cardinals play helping ......i hope so....

my bestest bud had some problems last week but I have been so wrapped up in mine and mom's problems that i only talked to him once in the last 10 days..........


well , that's it guys .........I need to eat something and take a Tramadol and do a 420 to relax and prepare for my pre-op appt tomorrow......

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I hope everyone is having a good time and enjoying your life ..................I really really do...................

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NL # 3 .......................

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has been my rock right now ......she is doing what is needed to help me through this rough patch of what we call LIFE.......She really really is.....

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We are a match made in the Ancients world ....................I am 70 and she is in her early 30's................yep , a match made in the Ancients world......
It really really is.....................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good morning all......................it shows 11:11 am on my cpu clock.........isn't 11:11 supposed to be a sign of good luck ??.............well , if it is or not , I am going to go on the belief that it is .........I really really am....................

Less than 48 hours to go till my surgery and I think i am handling it well..............Well, as good as I am capable of handling it .........lol.................Plenty of 420 and Tramadol has been my diet since it sunk in that I am going to be cut on .......But , it's part of life and I need to live up to the comments i make about living life and this surgery is now part of my life..........I heard a saying back when I was a sales manager and I used it all the time with my agents......


"" How do you eat an elephant ??.....One bite at a time ""....That stuck with me and I have used it more for myself than I did with my agents.......I will get through this and come out better than before , so that's the frame of mind I am in right now.............

I am on a spree of listening to Led Zeppelin today starting in chronological order of albums release date.........I am now listening to Houses of The Holy and groovin big time in Paducah ...............As always Led Zeppelin 2 is my favorite work as it always brings back memories of sex , drugs and rock & roll......
I was dating a pretty little filly and if I could score Blackberry brandy then she was all in for the baloney pony .......great times and I wish i had married her instead of the crazy alcoholic bi**h that I did......But , that's in the past and I can't change it no matter how much I wish I could........

I talked to my mom and dad this morning.....Dad is so hyped up about the cardinals and he always ask's me about how they are doing .....it is dad and I as usual being such baseball fans and die hard cardinal fans and I know it perks him up when we start that discussion.................


Mom is feeling better and back in her assisted living apartment......Her doctor put her on Zoloft.....she didn't want to take it as mom was as much affected by my ex's abuse of Zoloft ,Prozac and all the other anti depressant's she was on ........I told mom that shouldn't affect her taking it and she agreed and is less stressed with her vertigo symptoms now...........She's itching to get back on the stationary bike there where she lives but i caution her to take it slow......I know she won't listen to me....She is where I get my rebelling nature and competitive fire........

my bestest bud is doing better but he now has to give at least 1 pint of blood a month as he has an elevated level of iron in his blood .........he also found a new family doctor that he trusts and she has gotten him to lower his intake of pills daily from 45 down to 20 ..............he has had a rough way to go the past 4-5 years and I try to uplift his spirits when we talk but he is so depressed and living with his bi**h wife it reminds me sometimes of when I was married ....best thing I ever did was divorce her and get on with my life.....


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I wish I had met my darling NL # 3 years ago but now is better than never so I am taking my life as it comes , enjoying the love she has for me and giving it back to her .....we are so made for each other and i am glad we found each other .....every day is just a bonus on top of what we have shared so far and she is my biggest booster and she will take care of me better than any nurse would in my recovery from my surgery....She doesn't allow me to think bad thoughts about the next steps .....lol.....she is using the how to eat an elephant on me ......lol............that's funny ......it really really is..................

well, time to go and rustle up some lunch for us and get on with my audio listening pleasures and mood enhancers..................TA-TA............

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Robert Plant and Jimmy Page......Led Zeppelin has had a profound influence on my life .........................wow.........they really really have....................

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Being retired i really enjoy my days of listening to all the music that shaped my life ........being a keyboardist and drummer for so many years , i can fully attest to the saying ...."" Music hath sounds that soothe my savage breast "".....................

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NL # 3 has promised me many oral discussions after I return home from the surgery......WHAT A TROOPER she is .................she really really is ..............
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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I'm now listening to Linkin Park , "" Hybrid Theory ""...................................love me some Linkin Park.......................I really really do.............

420 and Tramadol puts me an excellent mood and calms my morbid thoughts.............................



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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Hello friends........just got home from the hospital............surgery went great .........now just waiting on the biopsy report........

Thanks for all your support ,,,,you have no idea how much it means to me to have friends to talk to and joke with everyday here......

OK , NL # 3 told me to get off here and go to bed , so I'll be back here soon ( if she will let me ) ...........lol
 
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Hello friends........just got home from the hospital............surgery went great .........now just waiting on the biopsy report........

Thanks for all your support ,,,,you have no idea how much it means to me to have friends to talk to and joke with everyday here......

OK , NL # 3 told me to get off here and go to bed , so I'll be back here soon ( if she will let me ) ...........lol
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good morning brothers in arms ............A slight reference to Dire Straits , as I did a 3 album set of them yesterday as I was doing my Hydracodone and 420 pain relief program ....And it's not that bad of a program , but I prefer the Tramadol & 420 mix better suited for me......That's why I have been an experimenter my whole life trying to find that right regimen of mood enhancers that suits my off beat personality .......I call it my " Search for the Lost Drug "....Another musical reference this time to the Moody Blues .....They were my musical drug of choice early in life to my Orange Sunshine barrels " Trips ".....They always led me to a fascinating and mind expanding course of life movement's keeping me intact and not getting carried away with juvenile actions that i saw many of my friends take that led them to injury and in one case , incarceration..........I have never been arrested in my life ....I'm not bragging and by no means am I saying I am an innocent soul , but sometimes luck just favors you ......

I had an interesting development in 1999 of this such lucky occurrence that has me talking in this tangent.........I had moved out from my crazy alcoholic ex and gotten an apartment and had a woman move in with me ............Times were good .....weed was flowing and I had a 4 pound stash of primo Columbian chocolate brown.........My ex found out about the live in woman and called the cops on me........she also called me @ 3 am that morning and cryingly told me I was gonna be busted that morning......I threw the phone down and grabbed my stash bag and looked out my back door and lo and behold there was a city cop parked next to the next apt building .....i rushed to the front door and saw no one around so I sped out the door and hid my stash behind the community mailbox........I then got back to my apt and went out the back door to my car and planned on picking up my stash and hiding it in a more rural area........I got in my car and slowly drove off and the city cop did NOT follow me , so I picked up my stash , hid it in a more anonymous area and returned to my apt.....I noticed an unmarked car setting next to the city cop and within 10 minutes of me getting back into my appt there was a knock , more like pounding on the door and I had a search warrant shoved into my face and orders for me and my lady to set down and shut up.......wow.......they ransacked the apt and also my car.....they found some topps rolling papers and confronted me with them ....I told the narc did he also see the Prince Albert in a can and bag in my glove compartment .....he said yes and i informed him of my financial stress of paying for a home residence mortgage and apt rent payment and I was trying to save money by smoking the Prince Albert....he didn't buy it but he had no proof and had to leave empty handed.....call it luck or fate or whatever you want but that was the worst episode of ALMOST getting arrested in my life ..........Well , there was that other time , but I will share that other
episode later .......maybe.....................

Things are slowly getting back to normal with my mom and dad both getting released from the hospital on Friday , the same day as my surgery.........
Coincidental timing you say ????????....................I say another time of luck playing in my soulful playground......They are both feeling better and I finally got
some sleep last night ( 5 1/2 hours ).........................

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NL # 3 has been a saint in helping me recover .....She really tends to my every need ....Oh yea , she REALLY REALLY REALLY DOES ...........
Gotta go lay down with my soulmate and attend to some of her needs so................................TA-TA ALL...............

Life is great ................it really really is..................

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Bits and pieces in time are coming back to me after the anesthesia wore off ......I swear I remember talking to my recently deceased black lady friend ....was it my imagination or did it really happen .....it's things like that that pique my interest in the going's on of this dimension and other dimensions connected to us ........

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Oh well ,we will all find out the answers to our questions of life and the afterlife eventually , won't we ?? why argue about it now ??.....this is in relation to my discussions with my bible thumping parents and my refusal to accept their beliefs willy nilly.....Thats a discussion for another day........

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This recent medical problem of mine has drawn us even closer as soulmates and renewed our vows of living life to the fullest every day even if is just a lazy day in bed watching the boob tube............................live your fullest ..........................enjoy every moment..........and 420 as often as possible .................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Hello everyone......................I have finally been able to access my " My Chart " section through my medical hospital provider and have found the results from my surgery last Friday..........I had a soft tissue extraction of a Lipoma , which is a fatty tumor located between the skin and the underlying muscle mass....

The final diagnosis is BENIGN in nature with no mass occupying lesions .....................................

WHEW.............................

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Hello everyone......................I have finally been able to access my " My Chart " section through my medical hospital provider and have found the results from my surgery last Friday..........I had a soft tissue extraction of a Lipoma , which is a fatty tumor located between the skin and the underlying muscle mass....

The final diagnosis is BENIGN in nature with no mass occupying lesions .....................................


WHEW.............................

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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
That's gotta be a relief. I'm happy for you Pru. I really, really am. ;)
Thanks Ran...........................yes , it is a big relief and I want to thank you and ALL my Illini family here for your support of this old hippie with the warped sense of humor that I have ....Sometimes humor , 420 and everything else doesn't take away the anxiety that episodes such as this bring to the forefront.....

Again I will say that I love this board and all the friends I have made and enjoy the pleasure of spending my days here .........

I really really really do....................

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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good afternoon everyone.......................Wow , NL# 3................

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and I did some massive celebrating yesterday and last night after the Illini and Cardinals win's........Numerous oral discussion presentations and a couple of deep tissue penetrations mixed with 420 & pain meds lead us to sleep in this morning .....we got up and did the oral shower scene on each other to start our day squeaky clean and vastly refreshed.....we are now downstairs and i just opened up my Spotify Premium and we are listening to the
Pink Floyd "" Pulse "" CD ......One of the best live CD's I have heard and Pink Floyd is the best mood enhancer musically as we have already started with a 420 session and I took my pain meds ......So , the day's forecast is for continued toking and righteous tunes , with a chance of golden showers later this afternoon..................(nah , just seeing if you are paying attention) ...........................lol...............

What a day for Illini and Cardinals fanatics....................Illini with a complete Dominant Eruptus over the chapless cowpokes , and then the Cardinals epic comeback on the tomahawkless braves........Bravo !!!!...............Encore Encore..................................On to Friday night for the Illini @ loosierland and tonight
at 6 pm for the Cardinals on espn.............................It's day's like yesterday that fuels my drive and gives me hope that BB is the answer we have been longing for for so many years...........fingers crossed about Hansberry committing later on today ....They really really are.......

Mom and dad are kinda having some stress right now ......Dad is constipated and mom had a dizzy spell yesterday @ 6 am.....she said she is feeling a little better but I think she is just saying that for my benefit........I had many training sessions as a sales mgr to help recognize how someone is feeling by the inflection of their voice in a phone call situation ......It was to help with cold call rejection and I have used it for all my calls and mom's call yesterday morning led me to believe she was still feeling dizzy ....i didn't confront her as that would not help either of us ......Dad wanted to talk Cardinals baseball so we spent around ten minutes discussing how best to incorporate Flaherty back into the rotation ....LOL....good times.....they really really were.....

Well , time to go and think about our afternoon meal....I know what I want to eat , but I will let NL # 3

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decide for the both of us ....that's just how I roll...................It really really is ........

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Hey Cardinal Nation.....let's give a big shout out to Matt Holliday for his admission into the Cardinals Hall of Fame......Well deserved............

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Looks like i will have a neat looking scar from my surgery.....I stare at it sometimes in the mirror and envision what kind of tattoo might look good next to it .....I only do this when I'm high as a kite , so many times a day is the correct # of times .........................

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Give your main squeeze a big hug and see what happens .....................maybe it will bring some happy endings.....worth a try .......I just gave my soulmate a hug and now she wants to go back upstairs .....i said why not here in the living room ...................She said..................................OK SAILOR BOY........................................................HELP !!!!!!!!!!

Here's a youtube of the Pulse CD..........Go ahead and sing-a-long with us ............

 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good afternoon all................I was going to post earlier today after my calls to mom and dad , but when I called to speak to my dad the nurse at the nursing home told me that dad was moved to the hospital early this morning at @ 6:30 am.......She was the one who got him moved and she told me he just didn't look good and was disoriented.....His BP and oxygen saturation levels were out of whack , she said and she wanted him to be in a better place for more intense observation ....She didn't know if they would keep him overnight so i will find that out later today............

Mom was not feeling well but had NOT had any dizzy spells since I talked to her yesterday....She has an appointment with her specialist today at 2 pm in Mt. Vernon , IL.........So , a lot of things going on today and tomorrow is my 2 week check up with my surgeon.........my incision area looks great and the last part of the adhesive stuff they put on the outside of my incision area came off in the shower today.....It looks better than I imagined it would before the surgery and I haven't had any pain at all from the surgery....Meds and 420 has taken good care of the prumeister , along with NL # 3's.............

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devoted love and support for me......................

I waited too long to take my sleep aid script last night , so today has been a little slow for me , but I have Def Leppard playing and we just finished up a 420 session so I'm slowly getting back to my abnormal normal state of mind ......I really really am ........
We went out Monday to Best Buy as i saw they had a Bose soundbar with $ 50 off and purchased one for the upstairs bedroom ....When I got a new TV a couple of years ago for downstairs I hooked my Bose Home Theater up to it .........The internal speakers on the upstairs TV sucked hind t*t so I told NL # 3 to get her shopping clothes on .....bad move on my part....we ended going into 3-4 other stores at the mall here ......I didn't mind the Victoria's Secret store and we purchased some funware for her and it looks great on her for the little time she wears it ........yep , it turns me on big time , but you knew that already didn't you ??

The Bose soundbar is awesome.......The first show we watched after i hooked it up was episode 2 of "" House of the Dragons "" and the first scene was a rehash of the previous episode and it ahowed the dragon being ushered into it's cave .....We both tensed up when the sounds of the dragon came on and we both looked around like the dragon was in the bedroom with us ......lol..................needless to say we are extremely pleased with the upgrade and plan on watching some of our favorite movies and series to experience them in the new sounds......

We are planning on starting tomorrow 09/01/22 with a new diet ......No more Hostess snacks...............ugh.....................No more little Debbie snacks.............double ugh....
Limit the amount of soda's we drink..................triple ugh.............I haven't had an alcoholic drink since July 15th after seeing my awesome new family doctor and I don't miss it at all........my meds and 420 and gummies does me just fine.......I told NL # 3 she could drink if she wanted and she said
" No pru , if you are abstaining , then so am I ".......................I still can't believe my luck in finding my soulmate this late in life ....i really really can't....

My bestest bud had one of his doctors suggest to him a hip replacement surgery.....wow , when he told me that yesterday in our phone conversation I asked him if he was going through with it .....he told me probably not as he needs time to catch his breath away from doctors and I agreed 100 percent....

Well, it's time to start the ribeyes and sweet potatoes for our evening meal before we watch the Cardinals tonight starting first pitch at 5:40 pm.......

So , to all my friends here , have a great day ......OK ????????????

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I love my life and my domestic situation is the best I have ever experienced or even hoped for ......I will turn 71 at the end of September and since I had the surgery I made a pact with my soulmate to REALLY live our life together to the fullest and of course she wholeheartedly agreed...........she really really did..

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I love this gif as it shows humor and wittiness that really describes how i feel now ....I hope evryone here has the best day of your life and tomorrow will be even better for you all.................


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Our goal with starting a new diet tomorrow is to feel better and lose some unwanted pounds , but I told her we were not going to look like this gif above.

420 today like there's no tomorrow and you will feel fantastic ....take it from pru....a 420 session a day keeps the blues away.....it really really does............
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good morning all.....................It's great to be with you again and to share my thought's on FB game day.................GO ILLINI !!!!!!

This game today qualifies for a big revenge factor considering the beatdown UVA put on us at their home last year...........I hope Chase Brown has a 200 + rushing yards game today and TVD tightens up some of the errant throws he had last Friday night.......ONCE AGAIN , I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE WE LOST THAT GAME.......Oh well , I have to put that game in the rear view mirror , but it left a mark on my brain stem and my brain stem is heavily medicated but still registers a 10 + in pain level from that game .......A mind is a terrible thing to mess with , especially at my advanced age.......BTW , on the subject of age , I had an encounter at Krogers on senior discount Tuesday that I think you will find interesting .......I was browsing the meat section with my trusty Krogers weekly ad firmly in my grasp and was trying to find the ribeyes they had on sale for $ 7.99 a lb.......Empty shelf where they usually keep the on sale meats at .....i asked a dude who works in the meat dept. and he said he would check for me ......he came back a couple of minutes later and said they were sold out of the ribeyes on sale.........I told him someone my age needs their protein , just messing with him .....He asked me how old I was and i said take a guess there young man .......He said between 45 and 50 ........lol..............i told him I was almost 71 and he said he didn't believe me , so I got my drivers license out and showed him.............I do this from time to time to see if i still look younger than I am as this has happened to me many times before....
My ego was stroked enough to compensate for no on sale ribeyes so i proceeded to check out and return to my lovely NL # 3..................

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She was dressed in only her kitchen apron and when she turned around and bent over to pick something up from the floor i almost had a stroke .....I have witnessed her nude backside many times but with the ego stroking at krogers I started to feel the youthful days of glory gone past and we started to engage in some heavy petting and proceeded upstairs quickly for some oral discussions and finally a deep tissue penetration that led us to drift off into a blissful 30 minute nap and some further petting.....I had completely forgot I had purchased some Klondike bars ( Reese's p-nut butter flavor , my fav's )...
Luckily the heat from the bedroom hadn't reached the kitchen so all was good with them.........Ah , the fruits of being in love ....I like it ..i really really do...


My arthritis has been acting up due to the impending rain heading our way later today and tomorrow so I have been taking my Tramadol every 6 hours instead of 8 hours apart........my 420 intake has increased also due to the arthritis and also I just love being high....yesterday we were having a large smokedown and I put on a daily mix that Spotify arranges for me everyday based on my recent listening history.........if you are a daily toker like me you will understand this when I say .....when i get high and listen to music there are times when you fiddle with the volume and hit the CORRECT level of volume that you feel like the world has stopped an only you and your comrades listening to the music are the only creatures alive in the world ......the focus on every sound , vocals , bass drum beat , the tingle of the guitar finding that pleasure center in your brain and pausing your thought s so you only hear the music .........listen , i could go on and on about how great I feel when i get high and listen to my music ........but thats my personal feelings and everyone's feelings are different but so personal to each of us........it really really is.....

I will be calling mom and dad here in 15 minutes so I better wrap up my nonsensical ramblings here and get another cup of tea,,,,I gave up coffee 2 month's ago and am glad I did.......

Here's hoping for a big FB win today and a Cardinals win tonight...................happy toking everyone....................


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Go ILINI !!!!!!.....

Illini 31

cavs 20

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Turn your old feelings into youthful endeavours and feel the rush of LIFE into your bone marrow .....Please ...........do it for yourself ....

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Happy trails cowboys and cowgirls ......HMMMM.....COWGIRL sounds interesting doesn't it ....maybe a reverse action also..........
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good morning to all my friends here at the best board on the net.............................Where else can you come and enjoy the beauty of Illini sports teams , Cardinals baseball and upcoming Blues hockey with friends of a similar inclination ..............
The shutout of the moc's by a score of 31-0 was a glorious way to spend a Thursday evening and to follow that up last night with
""The Machine "'
Albert Pujols hitting #'s 699 and 700 home runs just capped off 2 great nights in a row of my favorite teams having some great fun...........let's hope that the Illini FB team can continue their run to a bowl game and maybe be in the mix for a Western division title.....the loss to the Loosiers still upsets me when i think about the punchface one and his crybaby actions on the sidelines ........

I just talked to mom and dad this morning .....dad was sounding great with coherent speech and a very happy sense of humor .....when he is in a good mood and sounding great , it just makes my day go so much smoother......mom said she is NOT having anymore dizzy spells but she is feeling kinda erpy since her doctor took her off of the nausea pills associated with her dizzy spells .......She's a tough woman and said she will be ok as she now is back to riding the stationery bike for around 30 minutes a day.......

I have had an increase in my pain from my arthritis so my doctor increased my steroid usage from 2.5 mgs daily to 5.0 mgs.....amd she said to take my
tramadol every 6 hours instead of every 8 hours.......Now , I am having charlie horses that hurt so bad ....I have been woken up the last 4 nights with them and almost peed the bed this morning @ 4:30 am............I asked my dad if he knew of anything that would help and he said mineral water.....then I asked mom what she thought and told her dad said mineral water ....she said it's not mineral water but WalMart has it in the soda and water aisle but she couldn't remember what it is .......I will go online later today and try to find out......

My bestest bud is back in therapy for his numerous aches and pains ....he decided to hold off on the ankle replacement surgery for now .....maybe in the spring he said.;.......The dude is going through a lot more health issues than i am so i have so much sympathy for him .....we have shared so much in our

60 + year friendship and he has my back and i have his .....it's just one of those close trusting relationships that you hope to have in your life......

NL# 3.........................................


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is back to hinting about us having a baby and i don't know what to do .......I will be 71 in a few days and i don't know if I want to be a dad again......She knows how to work me and usually gets her way.....She said she wants a baby with me because of my personality and good genes.......WOW..........
She is such a great woman and at her age of 34 she wants to have a baby before she gets to old ........lol...................I looked at her and said , what about my age ?? and she laughed and said she would do all the baby work and all I had to do was contribute my amazing sperm........What a crock I told her and we had a good laugh ,,,,stay tuned sports fans ....it could get very interesting at the old pru abode ....it really really could.......


Time for another cup of tea and some 420 to start the day ...........Ta-Ta................................

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I'm listening to Rush "" Moving Pictures "" right now and enjoying my life second by second ............Are you ???...if no , then why NOT ??
try to find something today that brings joy to your soul and a smile to your heart.....PLEASE !!!....do it for yourself ......................


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No matter what decision we make about having a baby , we both know we are made for each other and will spend the rest of our lives together , enjoying the pleasures of a great sex life and great days and nights together................it's finally for me becuming a great life and i will enjoy it until my last breath.................I really really will......................................
 
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pruman91

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Well ,here we are again..................................It's 2:24 am ct at the pru mansion and I am contemplating what nonsensical musings to put down in this thread to symbolize the essence and nature of being old.......When I was a sales manager for " a piece of the Rock " I had a routine to follow.....Strict rules to go by and adhere to regardless of my internal thoughts and opinions......Over 100 peeps to lead by example , build up when needed and tear down when it was appropriate.......................My 420 usage was higher back then to alleviate the increased stress associated with others lack of work ethic and general laziness when asked to perform the most menial tasks required to maintain employment..........I found out as a registered rep. before my promotion that I had a gift of gab that I had suppressed for the earlier years of my life.........What I found out was I , like most people , was hesitant to engage others and " ask for the sale "
fearing rejection in either my abilities or the lack of trust in my employer and their products.....

So what was I to do ??............................I did what I always had done and that was to ask advice from my own personal " piece of the rock ""......
My dad..............My father........................The true leader of our 3 member clan......The head of the house........Above all , he was and still is my friend , who I love with all my heart and mind..........................he had given me the "" talk "" when I started the 7th grade and it was a dozeeeeeeey......I was more confused than enlightened by his sage advice when it came to the female mind and anatomy..............But I had long ago entrusted my dad with my most personal thoughts and feelings regarding life in general and followed his said advice to a T...........


So , I asked him for advice about my new career path as a salesman and lo and behold I got a similar response to that question as I did about the birds and the bees question....Different terminology , of course , but the same basic principle that we all poop and pee and put on our clothes the same way .....maybe the clothes were better for some than others , but his true belief was that to treat other people with respect and expect the same in return......

Where's this all leading to , you may ask ..........my answer is "" I don't know "".....................I just felt like opening up and giving you a glimpse of what it means to be pruman91.......the pru......The Neighbor Lady's papi.........The old hippie with a quest , a hope , a desire for the world , the USA , the midwest and
the region that I live in to finally start to "" Get along " with other carbon units and try to find another one's hot button , as we said in the sales environment ............Speaking of hot buttons , I toyed with NL # 3's hot buttons all night and she is snoring contentedly........Well , maybe a good 30-45 minutes and then came down to have my cup of hot tea and bowl of oats along with my meds......getting ready to explore some more heady betty 420 and I tell you this is the bomb.......reminds me of the old Acupulco Gold tripweed ...righteous and oh so tasty.......



I gave myself my twice yearly haircut and I went down to the scalp with this cut.............Slick and shiny .....I like it .....I like it a lot...........I really really do.....
So does NL# 3..........She can do her makeup off my shiny head as I tend to her with an indepth oral discussion...She said it was better than any mirror .....i find that to be a borderline falsehood but i love her for her wit and sense of humor....She has backed off on the baby talk and I will NOT bring it up myself as it scares me immensely to be a father to another soul ......i know i would be a much better dad now that before but I don't want to leave this planet at just the right time of him/her reaching adulthood........This is a subject for a later date , a much later date .......

Mom and Dad are doing great at 93 and 92......Dad is hyped up for the playoffs and has his fingers crossed for WS championship # 12 for the Cardinals.....
He also was happy to hear about the success of the Illini FB team as he knows I live and breathe Cardinals baseball , Blues hockey and ALL things Illini sportswise......

It's now 3:05 am and my arthritic pain is growing as my pain meds are a time -release mode , so it's time for my 420 session and start to read the STLtoday paper...............................


That's what is great about being 71 and having such a great companion .....................I , or we , can do what we want , whenever we want , and for ever how long we want.........A lot of want's , but we are meeting each other's want's with vigor and love , and that's all that matters in this existence......

LOVE................................Love for oneself...................love for other's ........................and to just love being alive ..........

The funny thing about all this to me is , the older you get , the more you think about this life we have .......and you want to preserve this life for as long as you can .....At least that's how I am feeling right now in this period of my life .........I am so lucky to have NL # 3 in my life and I worship her demeanor and charm as much as I possibly can........

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The moral of this post is as always .................your life can change at any moment , good or bad ......But please don't be wary of trying to improve your life ....that is wasted space and I have been there , trust me when i say that.........Wishes and dreams stay wishes and dreams if you don't act on them and try a new approach to your life and start LIVING......

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If i can do it , anyone can do it ....................try it , you might like it ........ask for the sale , whether it's in your business or personal side ....Don't be afraid to try and furthermore , don't be afraid to fail.....it's only after failure sometimes that we really begin to improve our lot in life.......

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we still role play from time to time and it has lead to many episodes of great oral discussions and deep tissue penetrations that still brings smiles to our faces.............it really really does.............................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good afternoon to all my friends here at the best non-Facebook watering hole ........I love spending my time here conversing with my fellow Illini fanatics regarding everything and anything concerning our Orange & Blue representatives of the University of Illinois Fighting Illini..........It's a stone cold groove, man.

Just got a "" Head Full "" of Popcorn Heady Betty 420 and I just feel like talking or posting in the true vernacular mindset of what it means to me to be a die hard Illini Nation crazy with a penchant for any and all things O & B.....................

WOW........................the Illini game Saturday night against the loathsome squwaks aged me about 5 years as far as my nerves and the initial call on the Art S.
supposedly fumble made my heart race and my blood pressure rise to stroke like levels.................I sat here at my cpu not believing my eyes....Crying to the Ancients "" NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO "" and curling up i a fetal position on the carpet where I fell......THUD........ Not a gentle fall , but a solid encounter of

pru's buttocks with a rigid slab of concrete.......nothing mattered but the ache in every atom and molecule in my body..........my vision blurred , I tried to pull myself up and back to my computer chair , to no avail........my legs were numb......I felt like Marty McFly in the first "" Back To The Future "" film where he is disappearing as he is playing the guitar onstage .........You know the scene.........I know you know the scene......I felt like I was living that scene in real life......
Floating away , just like the chances of an Illini victory evaporating into space against the idiots.............


I watched from the floor as Brian B. and Martin O. narrated the replays over and over ......was he down ??................When did the fumble start......
Frame by frame scrutinized with the diligent attention of two big homers on the radio and a crazed 420 stoned 71 year old hippie with a death grip on my chair armrest..................

My thoughts raced from "" NO , this can't be ""..................."" This is sooooooooooooo Illinois ""..................my optimism was at an all time low.....sweat popping out everywhere on my arthritic damaged form ..................I kept my eyes focused on the monitor screen waiting for the dreaded news of a game changing fumble by the beloved and a TD fumble return by the Darth Vader-like squwaks that would nail the coffin on a 9th successive loss to the idiots.........


Seconds passed like hours until the black and white striped figure came into view ...................Well , ( I said ), here it comes......................................................................

The words out of his mouth that "" the runners elbow was down before..............................""..........................I spazzed out on the rest of his words and rejoiced along with Brian B. , Martin O. , NL# 3 and all the other fans of the Illini as it sunk in ..........No TD fumble return........................Illini retain possession......
A chance to kick a go ahead FG was at hand ........Little time remained in the game .........................Can it be ??..........................What else can go wrong ????


Then it dawned on me .......I needed to regain my optimism ......................So I gathered myself , with help from NL # 3............................

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yeah , she is a BIG help.........She really really is .............................

So , we all know what happened next ......Our freshman kicker , the back up kicker , drilled it right through the middle of the goalposts , and after a wild series of laterals , passes and frantic actions by the idiots , the ball went out of bounds and the Illini had WON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The rest of our evening was a celebration of a hard fought B1G victory against the hated buffoons to the west.........plenty of tramadol and 420 followed and then a great deal of oral discussion and deep tissue penetration session's capped the night off and cuddling allowed my mind to slow down and finally sleep took over my mind.......I woke up around 4 hours later with NL # 3 looking at me with those wanting eyes and the rest of the night was sheer bliss.....................

That was how my Saturday night went .....How about you ?????

Did you enjoy the twists and turns of that magnificent performance by the Illini ????.............


Stay tuned for another rock'em sock'em battle with the goofers this Saturday at 11 am CT....Homecuming........................Looks like a full house with the $ 24 tickets available for 24 hours ploy is working great...................................We will be here cheering our arse's off.......We really really will............

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A great season so far from the Illini FB team , the loss to punchface loosier buck toothed neophyte notwithstanding , has renewed my hope's of a return of victories from the FB side of Illini sports ......BB gets it .........he really really does...................

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Today has been a day of managing my arthritis with 420 , Tramadol and Salonpas small pain patches.....i get the box of 60 and right now have 8 on my body .........2 on each calf muscle on each leg , to prevent the charley horse problem I have been having .......had a charley horse 2 days ago @ 3 am in my left leg ....finally got it settled down and went back to sleep and was woken up with a charley horse in my right leg about an hour and a half later....wow...

I also have a patch on each shoulder and one on my left shoulder blade and one on my lower spine area.....I love the smell of lidocane (sp) and it is working ....it's time for another 420 Heady Betty session so .......................................LET'S GO ILLINI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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pru was a BEAST after the illini win ...............I hope your man was a beast also...............I really really do.......................yum yum.......................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Hello to all mjy friends here this morning.......It is overcast and 65 * here in Paducah with the high forecast to be 80 * and no rain ....... i didn't realize the drought conditions being as bad as they are here in the midwest until I saw pictures online of patches of the Mississippi River with large areas of land showing ......I haven't been down to the riverfront here lately and i think next week when I'm out running errands I will slide by and check it out.....

My apartment here is just across the street from the fairgrounds and from 1-3 pm they have monster trucks performing today .......it gets so loud that sometimes I have trouble hearing my audio on my cpu but it always draws big crowds and I get a big kick out of watching how the peeps going there to watch the events are dressed and acting.......Hope it's warm enough for the ladies to wear their enticing shorts .....I just like to view the female body in all forms of tight clothes , but please , please those overweight ladies cover up somehow......

I talked to my parents this morning and always call dad first at his nursing home.......he got on the phone after they got him from his room and he stated
"" Hello there mayor "".......it's his way to nickname people and now I am the Mayor of Paducah ......he started out sounding strong then it tapered off from there ........I asked him if he had gotten his flu shot yet and he told me no, they don't give those shots out over the phone ......smh......I knew it was time to call mom so I ended my call with dad by telling him i loved him and then called mom...........She was groggy still from all te family company that came in last week and this week .........family from Wyoming and Montana were in to visit and mom said she was on the go all week long .......But she still rides the stationary bike for an hour each day and has numerous other functions at her assisted living facility..........

I'm feeling better the last 2 weeks as I have lost 8 lbs and with the use of the Salonpas patches my pain level has been decreased somewhat .....i am only taking 3 Tramadol's daily for the last 2 weeks and NL # 3.............................

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and I have been eating better and have cut out carbonated soda's completely ..........I am eating a bowl of oats in the morning when I take my daily meds and also in the evening when we retire upstairs to frolic with each other and end up watching TV and toking down for the evening..................I changed some of out tv viewing choices by canceling Showtime , Cinemax and Starz and adding Prime Video.......Ended up saving over $ 20 monthly , but of greater value was the increased level of enjoyable movies and series available through Prime Video...........The canceled premium channels hardly ever added anything new and we still have Netflix and HBO Max so we are set for the winter with new choices to view......

My bestest bud is doing better and I can sense it in his voice big time ......He is also laughing more and told me this morning he doesn't feel as depressed as usual , so if he can improve his condition and attitude then anyone can....................................

NL # 1..............................................

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is spending the weekend with us and we are catching up with her on all the oral discussions and deep tissue penetrations skills shared by us three......She is a treat in the bedroom and as you can see she has the assets to deliver mind blowing erotic periods of time that has me gasping for air..........i really enjoy the diversity of NL's i have and she also told me and NL # 3 that there are a couple of ladies that are interested in joining our circle of debauchery.....We told her the more the merrier and she enthusiastically agreed ..........next weekend one the interested ladies will be spending the weekend with us and we can't wait to savor her charms ........

I am wondering what to watch today in the college FB realm and it seems if the beloved aren't playing then my interest wains somewhat ......but we will get by with help from Heady Betty and other 420 strains on hand........we really really will......................................


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To all my friends , stay safe and have a fantastic weekend.........Then prepare next week for some Illini FB and BB action..........Two teams that we all cheer hard for and it looks like both squads are going to be strong and successful.........Love your life with all your might and put a smile on your face .....the attitude of a glass half full is how I have lived my life and it has gotten me through many a rough stretch of my life's travails........I hope you can realize that you are loved and please love yourself first , but not in a conceited way ......loving yourself first and letting up on the failures in your life means a better frame of mind and then the successes follow......they really really do........................

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I was just informed by both NL's that today will be a day full of oral discussions and deep penetration sessions and I gave them a thumb's up and a big smile on my face......today is looking better and better every minute .......Time for a 420 refresher time and then ??????????????????????????...Can't wait...

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A day relaxing with 2 beautiful ladies with amazing minds and bodies is what I have in store for me today........What do you have planned for today ......whatever it is I hope it brings you joy and great pleasure.....We all 3 really really do...................
 
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pruman91

Paducah, Ky
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Good morning friends .......................................It's 4 :30 am here in beautiful Paducah Ky...............I have lived here for 28 + years and really enjoy living here with the Illinois border only 5 miles away..........Illinois , the Land of Lincoln , the Prairie State....................This is not an advertisement for Paducah and surely not for Ky as a progressive state , but there are a vast amount of differences between Paducah and the southern tip of Illinois.......

I notice it when i go visit my parents in McLeansboro and even when I go to the dispensary in Metropolis........The roads in Paducah and the surrounding area's are better maintained with some stretches in southern Illinois being pothole diseased........The property taxes in Ky are usually 1/3 of the amounts in Illinois compared to a similar property value's worth........The 6 % sales tax in Ky is , I believe , less than in Illinois.........
Paducah is a progressive area and in no way should be compared to parts of eastern Ky and south eastern Ky......I know because i used to work on a travelling gang on the railroad when i was 18 -29 yrs old and our work took us through many parts of Ky around the Lexington and Versailles regions.....

I don't know why i started off on this tangent .....Let's blame it on the early time and my taking of a sleep aid med......

Wow , it seems like a long time since the beloved was on the field garnering another B1G victory , but I look forward to finally seeing them again this Saturday afternoon.................The Illini are in the lead for the B1G west crown and this has been so unexpected but more important , so exciting to see......
The BB squad plays an exhibition Friday and it is on BTN + or whatever it is called ...........I will try and watch it on one of my pirate streaming websites and if not able to , then I will resign myself to just listen on the radio to brian and deon describe the action and let my imagination run rampant....some 420 will help my imagination as I refuse to pay for the abortion called BTN +......it's just a way to gouge the Illini nation for some extra coin and I am drawing the line there.....it's my 1 man rebellion against the establishment....Reminds me of the days in the late 60's and early 70's when rebellion was my mantra against "" The Man ''.........................................

The Blues were sleep walking all game last night and lost 4-0 to the Winnipeg Jets.................The game was not as close as the score sounds , as the Blues were thoroughly out played in all aspects of the game.....They dropped to 3-1 for the season and have had some injuries to key players on this long road trip...........

The WS is in a long stretch before it resumes on Friday......I have no dog in the hunt but kinda am pulling for the NL Phillies to prevail......So I am ready for some serious Illini action.....I really really am..............

It's supposed to rain all day today and i can feel it right now..........i will be slapping the Salonpas patches on as soon as i post this montage of nonsense......

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NL # 3 is charming as usual and delightful to be around.....The most perfect woman I have ever been involved with and sometimes I think I'm dreaming as far as how much we enjoy our time together......her perfect breasts are such a delight to rest my weary head on and her scent and aroma's are the perfect perfume for this old hippie.....I wish we had met years earlier so we could have more memories but I am content with actually having any memories with her.......our oral discussions and deep tissue penetration sessions are the best i have ever experienced and she tells me the same for her........She is sleeping upstairs nude as always and I am going to wake her up in our special way shortly........

Ok , time to go and have another cup of tea and put on the patches and then cuddle up to my angel , so everyone have a fantastic day and .............

LET'S GO ILLINI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I'm old and feeble minded sometimes but i know what i like and love ........My special human being daughter , NL # 3 , the Illini , the Blues , the Cardinals and my parents are at the top of my list....Why don't you make your own list and see if you are needing to add anything to your list.......it's fun to see the important aspects of one's life and can change your attitiude for the better.........Ta-Ta........

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Just little old me ............that sums up how I feel right now........Take me for better or worse , but please take me for someone who is passionate about life and my desires......I learned a long time ago when my dad advised me to reach for what I want as no one is going to hand me anythingin life .....I have used this sage advise to meander my way through life making mistakes along the way , but grasping some things that others asked me how i achieved them.....

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Live your life as if it is your last day alive and you will see life in a new vision of happiness......I love my life and want to spend the rest of my life with NL # 3 in a fairy tale of love and extreme passion......I really really do...........................